Desire
Have you ever looked at someone, but not seen them? Not really?
I’ve seen his face before. Seen him. But I don’t think I ever really saw him until tonight. He’s handsome, and I never noticed. Strong. Even beautiful. And the way he moves...
I’d never considered it, being with him. Right now, it’s all I can think about.
I’m tired of my life. Tired of being the butt of his jokes. He’s such a bully. It didn’t bother me, not before, but now I think I deserve better.
I know Spike likes blondes.
Look at his arms. I wonder what it would be like to lose myself in them. In his eyes. His lips.
I want him.
Look at him.
I want to try. Find out if there’s something there.
But I’m never going to get away from Warren.